Live from I'm supposed to get a hobby

Well Well....this month is Febuary for all you that did not know it. I was told last night by my mom that I should get a hobby so the I can find a way to release my stress. Well I have been looking and guess what...I still haven't found one. I want to write, but I don't have a story in mind because when I get stressed I get writer's block. Delimma number 1. I now have to write two more essays because of the We the People competition and I don't really want to, which in turn is making me have no time for a hobby because I am procrastinating. Delimma number 2. I don't even know if I'm spelling Delimma right. delimma number 3. So right now I don't have a hobby and I'm stressed over college stuff. So far this month I am going to Nebraska to visit the school and then that next weekend going to Pacific to get more scholarship money. I have been making a pro and cons list of each school and guess what...they have exactly the same number of each. As I was told by a very wise man (cough my brother cough), "I will always be wrong no matter what school I pick." Well thanks Dave that really helps me out now if I go to the wrong school I am blaming it all on you.
Nebraska has started what I think is a great idea. They have this thing like a myspace, but for admitted student to get to know other admitted students before school starts. I think this is awesome because I have already met some cool people that are going there. One plus on the Nebraska side. Then one of the people who I am talking to told me that she was told during her tour that only 10-15 people get into the Film and New Media Arts major out of an average of 40 people who apply every year. A check mark for Pacific, and here I am again at the tie. When she told me this the stress level once again rose to 1000% mark, which I know you can only have 100%, but too bad. So Febuary first is when they start to look at them, which was last Friday, and now I think I will not get in and will be condemed to Pacific. Now don't get me wrong Pacific's a great school, but I want to base my decision on what school is the best for me, not the only one that will let me in. So basically I am screwed. Maybe I should write a song like someone else...it would go like this, "I'm screwed YAY!!!," I can smell the Grammy's already. Well I'm beat and I am going to go look for a hobby, maybe I can become a psychic, maybe that would be fun, but then I would stress other people out by telling them they will die next week. I think my interim (Mr. Scott would be proud) hobby for tonight will be to go to sleep. I'll post another blog someday again....