Live from Life is going way too fast

Well last post I said I had decided on a college, and I have. I have chosen Pacific University and I told my parents, which was really tough. Well anyways I finally turned 18 so YAY!!!!!!! I don't feel any different maybe 21 will make me feel different... Softball finally has picked up speed and we played our first game after getting rained out the time before. We wond so we are 1-0 in the conference YAYA!!!!! Well I guess lief is pretty awesome, I just think life is going way to fast, I'm nervous for the future.

Live from I think I have decided for sure...

Well I think I have decided on my college.....

Live from Forest Grove Oregon

Sitting here I have been thinking about how excited I am to leave high school and all the drama that comes with it. Coming out to Oregon and visiting this college has been an awesome experience. Today I had a tour and met with some of the professors for film production and also the softball coach. The Pacific media arts might be small right now but it is so good it is the best one in the Northwest. Today was just an amazing experience and I really like it out here. It isn't to hot and it doesn't snow all the time like in Montana. I am just in awe at how impressed I am with tis place. You truly don't know how great this place is until you visit. The academic part of it is also amazing. I know if I go here no matter what type of degree I come out with at the end this school seems like it will provide me with the first steps into my "adult" life. I was talking about how the media arts program was great and after having one of the professors show me around I just want to go home and work on my three minute synopsis of Hamlet that I have to do for English. I am inspired by so many different things out here.
Yesterday when my brother picked me up he gave me a tour of Portland and showed me all the different places. Walking around and getting on the one things I can't remember what they are called, but they are like trolley cars, I started to feel like writing and filming. There is something out here tat just is like a muse or something. I also love how it is a big city only 45 minutes form Forest Grove, which if you didn't know that is Portland but anyways I love big cities and you can easily walk around the whole place. You don't need a car or anything but everything is right at your fingertips. I can't stress how much I have started to love this area of Oregon.
This isn't my final decision yet, I am still going to go visit Nebraska and see how I like it there I just need to be able to do it on my own when I go on the tour. I think that is one of the great things I loved about this trip. I was able to go out on my own and talk to these people on my own I didn't have parents here I was able to just look at it by myself. I just hope I can decide soon which one I feel he greatest at.

Too Fast

It sucks at how fast everything is going right now. I wanted this year to be the best, senior year is suppose to be the greatest because it is your last year, but I feel like I have no time to actually appreciate it. I am getting told everyday that I need to make a decision about college, which I am, even though I am already accepted into one. I feel that time is just moving so fast that I don't know when it will slow down.

People have changed this year too, me included, but some have turned to the worst. I just want to forget about all this summer but I see how you are acting like it's all my fault and it pisses me off. I try to talk to you and be civil but them you post these blogs where you call me an immature middle school person. I haven't once said crap about you even though you seem to think so, so honestly from now on I am done trying. It's too hard for me to forgive people and I was willing to until I saw that blog. I dislike this place so much and I can't wait to get the heck out of here, I don't need this crap with high school. There is a real world out there that will shock everyone, it isn't as easy as people think.

Whoo Hoo

I'm trying out this new blogging thig so we will see how it goes. Tonight I found out I have been admitted to University of Nebraska in Lincoln. It felt like weights getting lifted off my shoulders becasue I know I'm not a total loser. Just Kidding. This school isn't the sure place I am going right now, but it is one of my top picks. It jsut felt awesome reading that I had been accepted, I thought every school was going to reject me, sothis was great news. I started crying which is really crazy because it usually isn't something you would cry over, but I was so happy. This has turned out to be a great night even after a crazy day of Hardee's haha.